Saturday, December 9, 2006
Haiz... Sort of regreting my decision now... Once lost Dave... I nid someone to tok every sec to fill up tat big hole... A very very big hole... Frenz, pls forgive me if i am alittle[maybe VERY] "clingy" tis few days... I really nid time to fill the hole...One big hole... tat is going to take mths... Totally no point turning back now... Tis may be the big 'change' of my life... Haiz, have to face the decision made by me still... I will have to grow stronger... No one to lean on & let me get away frm the tough reality... Frenz, WISH ME LUCK!Cryin alot since yesterday... also to fill up my hole... After cryin i feel better... But do I have to cry everyday jux to fill the hole? haiz... my stupid decision... Thought tat it would make me happier... But no point provin the results now... Jux wait for the results.. slowly... real slow... If gd things happen.. Thank god... If not... jux have to blame the stupid me... HAHAHAHA...Waitin... waitin... waitin.. still waitin.. have to wait...
Stuffs I painted @ Saturday, December 09, 2006